Intoxicated Tears

Drinking until it doesn't matter.

All the thoughts are scattered.

Oblivious to the facts of all and loss.

Somebody had to pay the cost.

Scattered ashes of my missing life.

I feel a constant strife.

But I must go on.

Even though hope is gone.

It is my duty, right?

Never give up and fight the good fight.

Why did I get stuck with the ashes.

Constant mental and memory flashes.

I am sick.

I feel sick.

Too much alcohol to drink.

But it's all gone I think.

Its a pain anew that I am seeding.

No this time I am actually bleeding.

My heart is falling out of my chest.

Well I guess this was for the best.

Tomorrow I will be so old.

When Next you see me I will be so cold.

I need to shield myself from the painful years.

I don't like whiskey and screw the beers.

I have been hurt too many times.

You can feel it in the rhymes.

Only last time she made me cry.

But I wont, this time I die.

No-one can stop my fun.

After this I am done.

A new person Is born so great.

The only left to do is hate.

And I am going to. I hate you all.

Except her, and I don't know why.