Unlikely Bastard Child

troubled and with problems
parentless and at home
another night passes
the child who is alone
who grows up to go to school
who grows up to see the world.
who grows up to be confused.
to always lose the girl.
who doesn't know and why
who cant believe in man
who has to be a dream
the only one to stand
and to say what no one could
in away like what no one should

Out blasting sounds away the sound
and caressing the silence like pain
What's the point of falling
so rising with the rain
crashing all that breaks
saving all that's solid
talking like a demon
Holding holy hands
My god aren't you the evil one
or is it just a cheaper brand
of your goals of justice.
of your closed mind faltered greed.
And everyday He thinks about it.
He beats the walls and bleeds.

Not a moment to be wasted
hey wonder if he's had enough.
How can you let the use go on
aren't you responsible enough
to take control of yourself
your actions are quite a blight
just get the hell away from me.
take your filth from sight
If churches had their way
a savior would come today
but laugh at all the pitiful ants
then turn and walk away
How awful the world's become
forgotten parts as parent.

Faceless bastard sons